Pink eye update!

Well I sadly now have it in both eyes. my biggest fear has come true. Thankfully my other eye is starting to heal and I have my mommy milk to thank for it. Hopefully I will have it pretty much knocked out before the weekend because this thing is no fun. And I have decided I will not post pics because I hate looking at myself with it haha. It's not pretty at all.

 

Pink eye :(

This totally sucks. Sarah, my youngest daughter has given me Pink Eye. I don't think she has it though I got it because her eyes are all gunked up. It always seems to happen to her after she is getting over being sick. I really hope she dose not get it because if she dose then she will have it in both eyes and right now I am desperately trying to prevent that from happening to myself.

Sleeping last night was hard. I never knew there were so many muscles in your eye. If I laid wrong or moved wrong it felt like I was pulling my eye out of it's socket and then when I finally made myself get up around 5am my eye was sealed shut and it took a wile to get it open.

Having no way to pay for or go see a doctor I am left to using OTC and at home remedies. I have some eye drops but they only help for a few minuets. So for I think what seems to be helping the most if Breast milk. Yes I know it may sound very strange but it seems to be helping some. My eye dose look worse today but after cleaning my eye with my milk as well as expressing it and pouring it into my eye I do not seem to be producing as much gunk which seems to be a good thing. It also helps with the pain.

I hope that after a few days it will start to clear up. I am also taking allergy pills since my father thinks that's part of what caused my pink eye. I hope it goes away before this weekend. I have so many things to do, though that will be for another post.

If anyone out there has any good at home fixes for Pinkeye please direct them my way. I heard tea bags can help but I'm not sure which kind I can use or is any kind will help. Right now my biggest problem is the swelling. My eye is nearly closed is so swollen. But yest, here's an update on me haha

BYE!

(( later I will post a pic of my eye. It's still early morning and dark out and since everyone is sleeping I cant get a good one haha))

 

A Colder Fantasy

So I have this site. It's called A Colder Fantasy. It's a roleplaying site. Though it's not just that, it is also a community. At one point it was a lively place though for some reason things have died down a lot and I'm having trouble getting it back to the wonderful place it once was.

Now I know a lot of people may not know what a roleplay is but trust me when I say it is a blast. Think of it as writing a story between two people. It's a great way to pass the time.

I know there are a lot of roleplay sites out there and I have view a lot of them but I find that most expect you to roleplay there on the site in the forms where everyone else can see. I prefer to do my roleplays in private though email or other means. So if you are like me then this site is for you. You can write on the site but it is not required that all your roleplays are out in the open for the world to see. 

So if you like to roleplay or know people that do then send them my way!

http://www.thecolderfantasy.proboards.com/

Also if you take a look at the site let me know what would make it better. I do have other admins but they too have been unreachable so at the moment it is just me trying to make the site a fun place.

Yeah I suck

I'm such a bad blogger, I really am. I never remember to post and I never know what to post about. My life is also boring haha It really is.

Let's see what I can find to write about....

Today I cleaned my living room, well rearranged it it more like it. I've also been working on shampooing the carpet but it's a slow process.

I worked on some laundry as well and once my husband got home from work I went to Wallmart to get things for my youngest's birthday party tomorrow. I still have things I need to get but I plan to get the rest tomorrow before the party.

I still can't believe she's one and I'm still surprised that I am breastfeeding her and the thought of stopping anytime soon stresses me out though I know I will not go past two years with her. I just want her to wean on her own and not force it. 

Any who I guess that's all for now. I'm going to go chug the rest of my red bull and try to find someway to entertain myself. Sadly I think that will include going home and working on my house some more. YAYYYYY>........

BYE!

Happy birthday baby girl

Happy birthday Sarah! I can't believe you are one today! It really dose not seem like it has been that long, and to think you have been breastfed from day one and still going strong.

Yes this is not a long post, just wanted to say happy birthday to my baby girl ^.^

Crazy crazy crazy

Wow...

To say life has been crazy for me would be an understatement. We have had storms, theft, break downs, fights and loads more problems that any family should ever have. I can't wait until things can actually become normal for us. I'm tired of all the drama. It's like living in a soap opera. 

Last night the weather was crazy. At one point we were actually all hiding in our bathroom because of a tornado warning. It was crazy. we kept losing tv reception so it was hard to know what was going on and then my dad calls us and tells us to get into the bathroom now. I was freaking out. Thankfully the tornado did not go near our home but we did have family that was slightly effected. Everyone is thankfully safe. 

Now it would seem that someone our family trusted is a thief. I honestly should have seen it coming after this girl stole my cellphone and gave it away. I'm still trying to get it back but seeing as a druggie has it the chances of getting it back do not look good. No the phone is small compared to my husbands laptop and my purse being stolen. I have searched the house a hundred times over to make sure and we have a friend that says that the girl who stole these items was bragging to him about it but when my father asked her about it she played innocent. That bitch is going down! -Que evil laughter-

Cars cars cars. oh how I hate them. My own car has been broken down for a long time and we have no idea whats wrong with it. My parents car is also a mess but after a lot of money on my part it is finally running again. Let's just hope that it keeps running. having to beg for rides from people was not fun at all. 

There's so much I could say here, so many people I want to bash here but I know that would not be the best thing, even though I bashed the ex-family thief. she lucky I don't disclose her name, address, a photo of her and her SSN. yes I hate her that much. ANYWHO I guess that's all for now. This post was more of a strange rant, a way to vent and get some things i can't say to my family out in the open because it causes more dram. 


Till next time!

Scary Bunny's!!!

My life will never be normal and most of the time I am thankful for that. I will never be the girl who wakes up at the same time every day, remembers to brush her teeth at the same time every day or eats at the same time every day. Some days I sleep in and others I wake up early. Some days I eat and others I don't. It usually doesn't bother me but then again I always wished I could be like those perky girls you see in high school. Oh well.

My friends are strange as well, at least the few that I have are. Now I know a whole bunch of people but other than my family there are only a few people I actually consider my friends and they are anything but normal.

I make my point is saying that my BFF told me just moments ago that the reason bunny's shed so much is that they can create more bunny's. Ewwwwwwwww. I agree that bunny's are cute and fluffy and I just want to pick them up and cuddle with them but they scare the crap out of me!

They will steal your soul if you let them so BEWARE!!!!!

There, I wrote a post about bunny's, happy Rach? haha Scary scary bunny's....EEK!

I'd tell you about other friends of mine but that would mean going into the strange world of my family and that would be a whole post in it's self. So yes this post has been weird but hey it's a post ^.^