Monday, May 14, 2012

A Colder Fantasy

So I have this site. It's called A Colder Fantasy. It's a roleplaying site. Though it's not just that, it is also a community. At one point it was a lively place though for some reason things have died down a lot and I'm having trouble getting it back to the wonderful place it once was.

Now I know a lot of people may not know what a roleplay is but trust me when I say it is a blast. Think of it as writing a story between two people. It's a great way to pass the time.

I know there are a lot of roleplay sites out there and I have view a lot of them but I find that most expect you to roleplay there on the site in the forms where everyone else can see. I prefer to do my roleplays in private though email or other means. So if you are like me then this site is for you. You can write on the site but it is not required that all your roleplays are out in the open for the world to see. 

So if you like to roleplay or know people that do then send them my way!

Also if you take a look at the site let me know what would make it better. I do have other admins but they too have been unreachable so at the moment it is just me trying to make the site a fun place.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Yeah I suck

I'm such a bad blogger, I really am. I never remember to post and I never know what to post about. My life is also boring haha It really is.

Let's see what I can find to write about....

Today I cleaned my living room, well rearranged it it more like it. I've also been working on shampooing the carpet but it's a slow process.

I worked on some laundry as well and once my husband got home from work I went to Wallmart to get things for my youngest's birthday party tomorrow. I still have things I need to get but I plan to get the rest tomorrow before the party.

I still can't believe she's one and I'm still surprised that I am breastfeeding her and the thought of stopping anytime soon stresses me out though I know I will not go past two years with her. I just want her to wean on her own and not force it. 

Any who I guess that's all for now. I'm going to go chug the rest of my red bull and try to find someway to entertain myself. Sadly I think that will include going home and working on my house some more. YAYYYYY>........


Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Happy birthday baby girl

Happy birthday Sarah! I can't believe you are one today! It really dose not seem like it has been that long, and to think you have been breastfed from day one and still going strong.

Yes this is not a long post, just wanted to say happy birthday to my baby girl ^.^

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Crazy crazy crazy


To say life has been crazy for me would be an understatement. We have had storms, theft, break downs, fights and loads more problems that any family should ever have. I can't wait until things can actually become normal for us. I'm tired of all the drama. It's like living in a soap opera. 

Last night the weather was crazy. At one point we were actually all hiding in our bathroom because of a tornado warning. It was crazy. we kept losing tv reception so it was hard to know what was going on and then my dad calls us and tells us to get into the bathroom now. I was freaking out. Thankfully the tornado did not go near our home but we did have family that was slightly effected. Everyone is thankfully safe. 

Now it would seem that someone our family trusted is a thief. I honestly should have seen it coming after this girl stole my cellphone and gave it away. I'm still trying to get it back but seeing as a druggie has it the chances of getting it back do not look good. No the phone is small compared to my husbands laptop and my purse being stolen. I have searched the house a hundred times over to make sure and we have a friend that says that the girl who stole these items was bragging to him about it but when my father asked her about it she played innocent. That bitch is going down! -Que evil laughter-

Cars cars cars. oh how I hate them. My own car has been broken down for a long time and we have no idea whats wrong with it. My parents car is also a mess but after a lot of money on my part it is finally running again. Let's just hope that it keeps running. having to beg for rides from people was not fun at all. 

There's so much I could say here, so many people I want to bash here but I know that would not be the best thing, even though I bashed the ex-family thief. she lucky I don't disclose her name, address, a photo of her and her SSN. yes I hate her that much. ANYWHO I guess that's all for now. This post was more of a strange rant, a way to vent and get some things i can't say to my family out in the open because it causes more dram. 

Till next time!