FINALLY!!!!

I have now entered the 21st century and have REAL internet. No more stupid dialup or having to squint to see things on my phone. I feel like a real person now haha.

Dont really have much else to say at the moment except YAY!!!

Photos!

Well I meant to do this post a long while back but Blogger on my phone did not want to let me so I've had these photos sitting here in a draft for a long while and now that I have managed to get onto Blogger on my computer I'm going to edit and get this post out!

^^^^ This is a photo of what was left of our garden after a freak rain/hale storm. We lost a lot but a lot came back int he end

^^^ Everything was super flooded

^^ the girls decided to wrap stickers around their fingers. They had a blast

^^Flooding

^^ first time ever home alone without my kids and I caught myself on fire trying to make some cold coffee haha. it was a horrid burn

^^ My cute girls and puppys!

Pi Zeta Not Mine

I feel like I'm living in a frat house. My home has seemingly become one ever since a friend moved in. I would boot him out but he has no where to go and I love him to bits. Even still it's stressful and at times I feel as if my home is no longer my own.

It's been taken over by a loud, goofy pot head who stays up allllll night and drinks coffee 24/7 and then complains about being tired all the time. His view on things are never wrong, even when it comes to what women want. Apparently the fact that I am female dose not count. He wears too much guy smell good stuff and his antics are just insane.

I just wish he would grow up. Sure he's getting there but not anywhere near fast enough. I really should call him Flip-Flop because that's what he dose. He tells me he wants me to help him and we set up a plan but when it comes time to put that plan into action he puts me down and claims I'm trying to control him. It's frustrating and has led to two rather big fights.

My husband has said it's up to me weather he stays and while sometimes I just want him out I know that if I tell him to get out he will end up back in jail or dead.

I'm not sure how to really help him anymore. He says he can do it on his own but I don't see it. He's still doing drugs and spending him money on dumb shit and just dose not seem to care.

I know i'm painting him in kind of a bad light here but he's not all bad. My daughters love him and he keeps my home really clean. he's just totally different from my husband. It makes me love my hubby all the more.

Well i do feel better getting that all out. I just wish I knew how to help him without him blowing up on me when I try. He makes small progress but not what he needs to be making at his age.


Bleh.......

Till next time

Disasters

It just seems like everything in my life is one big fail right now.

I wanted to do book rivews but I can't get in the mood to read.

Our garden was finally doing amazing and then this storm hit and it hailed for over half an hour and it destroyed it all as well as flooded my garage and destroyed a ton of my things.

Our truck is still not working and the guy we bought it from could care less.

I just want something to go right. I'm tired of being constantly depressed and right now that's how everyday is for me and I have no distractions.

I just need things to get better.

Read and write

So I got an idea tonight. I love to read and though I have never written a book review it really can't be that hard.

What I plan to do is go through my current book collection and start reading and then write up reviews. I figuered it would be a good way to get in more blog posts.

It also helps that I'm a very fast reader.

So, while I will be picking from my own library I would love it if anyone that reads this blog would send me recommendations. 

Please note that I have a thing about reading books in order so I can't read a book that's in the middle of a series without reading the books that come before it. I'm the same way with TV and it drives my husband crazy.

So send me your titles and I will get to work.

Pepper Problems

So I have an addiction to jalapeno peppers with cream cheese and wrapped in bacon.

My problem with them is when I get one that us nothing but heat. Not even the flavor of the bacon comes through, just raw white heat. I hate it

It really just ruins it to wait forever for the things to cook only to get that raw heat. I eat them all anyway and always feel very fat after haha

Craigslist idiots

I have very little faith in mankind. If people can not read then what is this world coming to?
I've been trying to find homes for a litter of puppies we have and I am using Craigslist to do so. Its really starting to just be a load of stress.
I laid it all out in the post. I listed the breed, put up photos, put up all the info you could ever want and more. Sadly I have to tell people that info over and over and over.
Are they free? Yes. It says they are free not just in the title you clicked on but in the post.
What breed are they? This is also listed in both places.
Where are you located? Yet again. It is listed.
It is just crazy!!!! You have to scroll to the bottom of the post to get my contact info so why not just read a little before you call?
Sadly I still have a few pups left so I get to continue putting up with these people.
Bleh!!!!

Not happy happy happy

I'm not really sure I'm happy with my life lately. Everything just seems to be going wrong and just when I think they might be getting better something else happens.

My ex called me the other day. It would not be a big deal had he not been trying to take my daughter away from me the last time I spoke to him.

He called because of an ad I have up on Craigslist to find homes for the puppies we have. I know that he was not searching me out but it still bothers me that he now has my phone numbers and knows what city I live in.

It would be nice if life could just be simple for a while. I'm always angry or depressed and I really do hate it.

I could go on and on about the things that are bugging me but I'm not here to write you a book. I do feel a bit better writing some of this out though, even if it may be confusing to others.